does it mean you are messed up when...

the person that seems to get you the most lately and make the most sense to you is one of the most messed up people you know? i am hoping not. perhaps its just a phase. maybe its just the result of nights being surrounded by people and feeling alone. haven't had that in awhile...its wierd. takes some getting used to. i suppose thats what happens when you stop drinking yourself into oblivion on a nightly basis. not that there is anything wrong with that.

side bar - Naral dropped their add...damage already done if you ask me. i am sick of people that can't be consistent with shit...but i really dont want to get into that now. just another late night with fatigue...i should've gone out.