i am useless...

i had that realization yesterday. school is done, the cat is repaired and healthy again, work dried up, no more studying to be done, the test itself is over...and i dont have a job. so after a couple days off of recovering and cleaning and preparing for the return yesterday i was useless. its a harsh feeling, that you are useless. i am contributing nothing to society at the moment. odd. maybe i should have run for mayor.

anyone else useless? what does one do w/ themselves when they reach this point? kind of over the drinking...not into illegal narcotics...so i guess i am not very good at this. i could use some pointers.